That was the most confusing, and slightly discouraging thing- the Garmin was saying that we were so close, but it still looked so impossibly far away.The sunlight was changing into that pre-sunset glow, and we realized that what looked like solid ground all around us were actually cravasses masked with a thin layer of snow on top.
‘Okay, gotta watch out for those,’ I thought, avoiding the thought of what would happen should one of us fall into it.
But we still had to cross the enormous crevasse directly in front of us, or forfeit crossing the pass and risk still being on the glacier after sundown. The thing looked absolutely terrifying- jagged ice spikes protruded from every direction, it looked impossibly wide and you couldn’t see the bottom- it just descended into black.
There’s no way we’re crossing that.
The guys begin hacking shallow footholds into the near-vertical incline on the other side with their ice axes.
Okay so we are crossing that. Lovely.
One by one, they leap across this jagged, gaping plunge into God-knows-where and scramble up the other side. My turn…
Ou guide holds out his hand and assures me it’ll be fine if I go for it. I look at the discouragingly-shallow foothold waiting for me on the other side, and go. My foot slides into the hold, and then slips right back out. I start to fall, and instead of helping me back up, our guide starts to fall to. I take my ice axe and plunge it into the ice next to me and press my whole body up against the wall- I stop sliding. My heart still pounding, I crawl the rest of the way out and we make the final push to the pass, which turns out to be hidden just up ahead, right where the Garmin said it would be, not the saddle we had been eyeing from below.