It was day one of my Open Water Diver course at Havelock Islands. A cyclone and relentless rain welcomed me on the islands. I managed to make it to the dive shop, although fully drenched, to start my pool training for the Open Water Diver. I started off with a load of paperwork, followed by equipment sizing and equipment assembly. Through all of this, there was an element of anxiety about my ability to actually be able to even get past the basics. At that point, my biggest fear was not being able to complete the swim test which required me to swim 200m. Little did I know, there were far more difficult tasks ahead of me.
This would be the right time to tell you all that I was definitely not comfortable in water. Don’t get me wrong, I love the water. I love going to the beach, getting smashed by the waves and spending time in a pool. But I was never confident with my swimming, which meant I’d venture into the deeper ends. I wouldn’t jump into a lake for a swim or take a plunge into a waterfall.
I completed the 200m swim and was relieved that the worst was behind me. There were 24 pool skills I had to learn and perform using the scuba equipment. The first three were fairly easy and I performed them without too much difficulty. The pool water was freezing with no sign of the sun and the rain continued to pat down on us as we went ahead with our pool training. It was time for skill number 4 which was ‘partial mask clearance’. This skill involved clearing my mask of water that would trickle into it due to various reasons during a dive. Since I was not actually out on a dive and had to learn the skill regardless, I had to flood my own mask partially with water and then clear it out while remaining underwater. It seemed all fine when my instructor was demonstrating the skill to me but when it was my turn to perform, I failed. Multiple times. We tried it over and over again with no luck. We were both starting to shiver in the pool water and decided to take a break, come back and start again.



























